MY ANGEL TURNING 24 :) :)

Still for my angel, well yeah she’s turning 24, I don’t say this to my mom often but, you see I love my ate so much that I don’t know what will happen if My lord will just get her. Before I would say go on, if my lord wants to get her so she cannot suffer anymore, I can accept... but things do change. My heart is really in pain by this time. I just want to make her life longer. Even though mahirap siya alagaan., lalo ngayon. She’s getting bigger . Many things are happening, every morning totoo to, I pray to god that he may extend my ate’s life. Kahit 10 taon pa! Kaya ko pa alagaan! Kahit hindi pa ako mag asawa! Kami ng family ko we can still take care and love her. But I know everything has an end. I just don’t want it to come soon.

She’s starting to have her pubic hair, and her left breast is starting to show. I’m just praying that she will not have her periods. Because it will be so hard for her. 
It’s funny that just a little normal thing she can do like scratching her back, sleeping with pillows on her head makes me smile. It’s such a gift in my heart. When she’s laughing with no reasons. I’m just telling my mom. “andyan nnmn yung mga angels nya playing with her”   god loves her we know that. She can even make sounds now like “neney” sometimes I can even hear her saying my name like “meeeeeeeey” it’s so heart warming that my ate is developing . But yeah it’s too late. But still she’s improving.
She’s turning 24 this October 20. So by now, I’m busy preparing for her children’s party  you heard it right  every year her celebration is like that, balloons, party hats, gifts, but it’s different. Kami yung namimigay ng gifts sa mga bata. It’s a way of thanksgiving to the lord for another year he gave to my ate.

This year! Her theme would be my favourite cartoon character HELLO KITTY! Everything will be hello kitty!!